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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
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| coachwristlet |
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| onepiece |
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LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Saturday, December 30, 2006

10:55 AM

961 people has viewed my friendster account so far this month.HAHAHA how cool.am currently in andorra now.yeapp a small skiing place in between france and spain.how cool is that.yeapp ive got like HUGE tan-lines around my eyes now thanks to my sunglasses.HAHA.what the hell.yay skiing is fun.though now i have like loads of bruises now.i miss singapore though.HAHAHA.pretty awesome that just after four days of skiing we were going flying down the intermediate slopes.heh.however i guess im just more of a sunny person.HAHAHA.i miss my baby girls and friends.damn im coming back to singapore soon babes!!!!saddam is dead!!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

7:01 AM

yay finally im super duper uber uper uber puper happy and my friends are online now!!!i miss them hard core babyyy i dont even want to change the time of my watch so ill know what time is it there.ahhhh im sentimental.did shopping yester and im pretty happy with the stuffs which i bought.lets see a wonder woman nightwear set,two shorts.one black one white,two necklaces and a pair of jeans.yay we are going out again tomorrow this time to cockfosters.i wonder what will it be like as the name sounds uberly cool.i really miss work and the people at work.HAHAHA.yay umar is going to tell them how much i miss them.yay umar is nice.ahhh i miss my babes hard core i cant stand it laaah.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

9:57 PM

down here in london now i must day the plane ride here was just like omg super long and the worst part was that the girl next to me just kept laughing out loud non stop so i guess you can imagine the fact that i can only sleep for like one hour each time.super dumb please but owells.today's cold.i myst say this is like the first time i remember which i have mist coming out of my mouth.uber cool.hAHAHA yes i know i sound gay.but owells.i miss work like so much.yes babyy underwater world is the bomb babyy i miss you guys and yes i miss my leading ladies too!!!went to central london today wanted to buy some stuff but i could not find anything.sigh though i wanted that yellow top which was like 40 pounds yes uber ex so i gave that a miss.HAHAHA.yes for once jessica is so saving money.it's kinda cold and my skin is like peeling.the horror.i want sun give me more sun man.met this guy called danny today.yay love his hair.EMO!!awesome.heh.sheril i'll take more picture for you k o wait your called aida now.HAHAHA.owells.yes people dont try to talk to me on msn messanger as this comp does not have it so yes EMAIL ME get it E-M-A-I-L.i love you guys!!! MWAH!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 15, 2006

10:54 PM

friday!which in other words means that i will be gone tomorrow.though as much as i would love to head down to london i just cannot bear to leave my friends.I LOVE YOU GUYS!went to meet my two BFF earlier to pass them their advance christmas presents and yes sweeties that is just your first present the rest will be bought in the great britain.i wanted to cry when i hugged them man it's like i wont see them for a month!!owells two words "MSN CONFERENCES" we shall just talk till we drop babes.went down to dolphin lagoon just now to pass asnul my clothes.heh what the hell please otherwise like what monica said they will just deduct it off your pay.funny people they should just let us keep them for memory yes of all the wonderful times we had and yes i DID LOVE my job there and all the beautiful people.HAHA gosh this is actually the first time in which im saying a love working.damn im getting pretty warped up now but yes i really did love my job!in fact i wanna work there again.yay!i somehow still cannot get over that super hot guy at underwater world yesterday.he looked hot and sounded smart.i like.damn would love to get to know him better.heh.bag packing was pretty crappish i must say.it has never been THAT hard.in fact i almost died from it.yeapp that bad.there's just so much things to bring lets just hope i dont freeze to death.


yes we all look fat here (:


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 14, 2006

9:08 PM

last day at work and damn i already miss my babes.got everyone a candycane!yay candycanes makes people happy.had great fun with yanti sheril and all with the stupid melzings accent i must say i felt damn dumb especially in the incident where i thought that woman was talking to me in some kinda funny language.hilarious please.though jessica does not quite like ahem well some of you might know who.irritating la with her one the dot schedule.heh.owells cant fault her as i guess perhaps she's just born such.sad case.owells.yes vann chong im going to miss you too and yes i LOVE you many.heh.yeapp folks underwater world is definitely a place in which i would wanna work again.next up i wanna go dive with the sharks.damn im still so pissed off with that girl who cannot take a proper picture which is not blurred.ahhh the horror.owells.yes sasha two more sleeping nights in singapore before im off to meet you!yay!jonathan i still wanna see you trick!


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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

11:58 PM

as predicted today was not really a good day.we knocked off at like what?!1015pm thanks to those stupid vips la.bad made me miss my tv programme.sigh owells guess it was not too bad.did turtle commentary again.one of the worst which i have ever done.i swear i sounded cheena-fied.im going to miss everyone.ahhh damn why do we always have to say goodbye just when things are starting to kick off.yay day out with my leading ladies tomorrow.i love you guys can never imagine life without my BFFS!last day of work on thurs owells.anyway damn i really wonder do i look sad at work?!damn funny please jeremy thought i was crying,leekiang was like why are you so sad,hairul was like what's wrong with you and monica was like are you ok and all.HAHA.funny owells i guess perhaps i just tend to fall into very deep stones.funny please.my nail's busted ):


my leading ladies (:


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Monday, December 11, 2006

10:36 PM

today was fucking funny.ok if you dont mind a racist joke read on if not STOP HERE!.heh i still cannot get over what shirley and monica said its hilarious please

shirley: wah today alot of black people yea
monica: do you need a torch light?

ok yeapp i know that is pretty evil but i just cannot get over it as it is just so hilarious it is perhaps just like that time where caroline was talking about the various people who open their legs.yea ok that is pretty much an inside joke so yea.shhh.heh.today seemed to be a totally jinxed day for me first i went to work with this HUGE blister on my leg then when i went to take a plaster i dropped the key behind the table and i needed to spend uber long just to retrieve it.next the egg which i touched cracked so yea bye bye sharky though no that was not so done by me.next i had some super painful muscle ache and ladela or to cut the long story short i was so jinxed today.heh but timothy came over.HAHAHA good boy.that boy is scared of stingrays.heh COWARD la.tomorrow's third shift with the two sexy ladies shirley and monica plus yanti's eyecandy number one.heh.i love third shift though i seriously so wanted to be on third shift today.owells two more days of work till it's bye bye.damn i am so going to miss you guys.this one goes out to you guys:asnul,melissa,azni,sharif,hairul,jason,amanda,shirley,monica,yanti,sheril,lee kiang,keith,malcolm,racheal,jeremy,kumar,nicholas,hai and many more.thank you so much for making my time at underwater world so special (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, December 09, 2006

11:38 PM

work fucking rocks though i must say yesterday sucks.never ever put two newbies to do third shift together.HAHAHA.it was funny but i must say we were totally lost.i wanna work third shift on monday.please please pretty please.heh.lazy to blog la.owells a picture speaks a thousand words.yay enjoys suckers! (:








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Monday, December 04, 2006

10:03 PM

damn i am burnt and my tanlines so suck.yeapp am pretty red right now which is not too bad as i sort of got my "tan" which i wanted to have before i leave for london though i am currently not as dark as i planned to be.heh.owells.not too bad made more new friends hi jason and fadil.yay i'll be seeing you soon i guess.heh.pretty sad though as until now none of us have managed to touch the dolphins yes talk about how much work sucks at time.yes no doubt we are so near yet so far.heard that my dear stingray died on saturday.talk about the horror as the one which passed on is in fact my favourite stingray yes everybody cry with me man.i guess as days pass you actually achieve a bond between yourself and the animals.owells im not working tomorrow anyway time to head down to the doctor's to see how my head is right now i need to be certified fine in order to travel.yes tell me about it.did someone mention to me how much life sucked earlier.heh.back to work on wednesday supposed to have some important media people coming in for some launch thingy.which indirectly tells me that i cannot head down to mos tomorrow.ahhh this is so making me rather depressed.so much for working as my life is definitely sucking big time now as everything now just revolves around work,work and yes you heard me more work.i recently read some stuff about well some of you might know who and seriously you know what if you are reading this why thank you but please DO NOT ever contact me again i am sure you know why.so much so for actually even trusting you over that short period of time though now i have just come to know about what a big fat egoistical liar you have been.i really do wish i can turn back time and actually plan it such that i would have never met you.perhaps that would make me a much happier person than what i am today.sometimes i really wonder why am i always the one person who just has to go through all the various crap in this fucked up world.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, December 03, 2006

7:35 PM

pele signed my ball!yea babyy you heard me right PELE SIGNED MY BALL!how awesome can that actually get.anyway church was pretty alright today though i arrived at cell group like fourty minutes late.funny how that cordy arrived late too when she is in fact the cell leader.funny please and yes i sat in her car again today.yeapp rare opportunity.fuck it am going to be in at the dolphin lagoon tomorrow i am just too lazy to go there i am having a break out please sun = pimples = BAD.does anyone think it is possible for me to request to be at the underwaterworld instead.no offence to anyone actually but i find it at times a little uncomfortable just being there.ok then maybe it is just me but i really do not know actually i hate to sweat and smell i think that is just SICK.owells thanks for the skirt cordy and thanks in advance for the shirts heh.so dead i have no berms or whatever you call those long pants thingy for tomorrow.heh how bout i say lets see what happens when i wear denim shorts for work tomorrow.HAHAHA.funny fucks.anyway off to go watch my videos which i bought earlier.yea babyy it's video marathon time.


be jealous bitches!


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Saturday, December 02, 2006

11:32 PM

dolphin lagoon today.well lets just say that it did not go about as well as i had expected it to be so yeapp.i really wanted to have a nice tan so i figured nine hours of standing in the sun would do the trick but like NO we only stood in the sun for like a short short short hour or less?bad i only got a little burnt across the nose and that was it.yea pretty turn off though but owells though everyone said that it is going to be super hot and all down there i must say that i really did not sweat at all funny isnt it when the rest were sweating like crazy.anyway it is also super stupid on how initally i was on the floating thingy and they asked me to go to the main door why because they thought my shorts were too short.like hello?that's why they are called shorts bodoh!sigh i have to get a pair of berms or whatever one of those long things which they said but seriously berms and those long boardshorts are mainly guys wear la why me man!tsk this so sucks.anyway the bitch was not really the bitch which everyone claimed to be or perhaps i just happened to witness worst.owells christmas is coming soon like in about two weeks time which means adorra here i come babyy which reminds me i so have yet to do that research which aunty betty has asked me to do.heh.damn lazy la and i have no time.HAHAHA.nine more days of work till i will be leaving on a jetplane.i so cannot wait to head off overseas though i am certain that i will so miss my baby girls.catching up with fiona right now damn i have not caught up with her for o so long ever since i moved over and sat with rina in class.yay heard that the old woman will not be there anyway ayy i hope she fails laah then there will be no more old women in the drama centre.well everybody just cannot believe the fact that i have stopped clubbing.super funny they just keep calling and calling asking me when is this when is that how much is this how much is that.my dears jessica is currently out of this whole shittybangbang so honestly i know nuts about all of these so do not ask me anything about them as technically it is like the blind leading the blind.woots.everyone keeps asking me why the hell do i do random blogging well suckers that is just who i am.funny shits today was my dog's injection day.it is super hilarious on how my dog let out a yelp even before the vet jabbed her though it is really sad that my dog is having a fever now.crap this blog entry is senseless owells so longs suckers!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 01, 2006

11:59 PM

yay today is my off day well get this straight rina is an idiot please ok she was like jessica lets go for yoga together k so i thought ok yoga would be fun sice it sounded fun anyway but little did i know her idea of "yoga" is actually bollywood dancing.yes babe i am so going to kill you.damn we sure did look like a bunch of retards but i must say that it really was fun.did some shopping finally a full out shopping spree after so long bought four tops a shorts two panties and i cant remember what else overall shopping was great today though i still think the woman at the shop just talked way too much.saw a lovely pair of shoes today and guess what babyy it is so going to be mine soon.yes though i need my pay before i can actualy go out and purchase it.finally i love working for the money.hurrah anyway tomorrow is dolphin lagoon day yay finally after so long i finally get to check out the dolphins and hopefully work on my really bad tan.owells really hope that all will just go well tomorrow.pity that danielle will be flying off soon.damn i so need to meet up with her though i really do hope that i will somehow have the time.work from 9 to 6 i guess i am so going to be totally shagged out by the time i knock off.owells we shall see i guess.pray hard that it will not rain as i really need to get my tan back in shape.zel just got two new tattoos,angel wings on his back and some tribal wierd looking thingy on his hand.pretty neat though i think his hand one just looks as little queer and a little turn off maybe cause it stretches all the way down to his middle finger.heh.anyway time to hit the sack work got to wake up at like 7:15 ahhh the horror of having to wake up that early even though it is a saturday morning.HAHAHA.yea man pity me babyy.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;